Clinicals so far

Today is the beginning of my second week of clinicals. My first rotation is at CHH Balance Center. We work under Physical Therapist Jeff Ashton. He never talks to us though. By us I mean me, Bri Webb, and Mindy Fink. There's one other PT there named Damien who always let's us go with him and observe and he also lets us work with patients as much as possible. I can't wait to go somewhere else though. My next clinical site is PT at St. Mary's. Hopefully sice we will actually be in a hospital we will get to do and see more. My last rotatipn site is Chiropracter Dr. Wellman's office.

I hope it Gives you Hell

I'm really on a "growing up & getting outta here" kick. This summer is going to be the best of my life. I'm not going to live for anyone but me. I'm going to stay up late and sleep in til 4. I'm going to do what I want, when I want. I'm going to have my own home that I clean whenever I want. I'm not going to call my parents everytime I go somewhere. I'm not going to ask anyone's permission EVER AGAIN. This summer is MY SUMMER... ahhhhh I wish graduation was here. My parents are going to flip out, but I've made up my mind. Maybe they should have thought of that before they put me on such a short leash. We will see.

Hit me with your best shot

I've decided I'm going to stop letting my parents and everyone else get me down. I'm going to keep trying really hard in school, I usually make a 4.0. I'm looking for a job, I take care of my pets, I clean the whole house top to bottom once every week, I do all of my family's laundry, and I still pencil in time to spend with PJ. I don't know what else people expect of me. I think I do a pretty dang good job as it is. I'm not sayin I have it rough but I'm feelin stretched a little thin here lately. It really makes me mad when people try to make it seem like I never do anything or that I'm not good enough. I'm ranked 30 out of 250 in my senior class. I was admitted to the School of Science at MU, I just wish people would treat me like the smart and responsible person I am. I'm sick of being treated like a maid or a little kid. I mean, I'm 18 and have so much responsibilty, yet I have to be home at 10. I dont get it. Gahhh I'm ready to get out of my house!!!!

My wish

My friend Briana and I have been talking about getting an apartment as soon as we graduate. Of course, we wont have any food, furniture, and only one car. Well, its a good dream. I'm really going to save every penny from now on. I can't stand living at home anymore. The only thhing that really sucks is that my parents will take everything I have when I move. I probably wont even be able to take my clothes. Its a good thing Bri and I are about the same size. We can always live off Ramen Noodles for a few months. Haha. But seriously, we are both looking for jobs and we both sell Avon. So hopefully by June 1st we will have 1,000 dollars saved and have enough for a deposit and the first month's rent. If the time comes and we dont have enough for a 2 bedroom apt. we will just get a 1 bedroom apt until we can afford something better. We are both really determined to get out.

Dum dee dum

So I can't wait for senior prom. Homecoming reallly sucked this year. I'm hoping there will be better music and the gym wont be 120 degrees. The theme for prom is Oriental, so so far thats all I've heard that makes it gay. The theme isnt that big of a deal though I guess. I'm going with Pj, go figure. I can't waittttt. I got a hot pink dress and PJ LOVESS it! He's going to wear a white tux with pink vest and tie. We are going to be adorable. I think I'm going to get a tattoo after prom too. I cant make up my mind though. If I do it will have to be incredibly small and my parents will kill me when they find out..Who knows, I probably will chicken out. I just really hope prom is fun.